I am blessed to have lived and experienced through my 20s!

I am blessed to have lived and experienced through my 20s! If I die tomorrow, I can say, “The decade was amazing!” I lived it to the fullest! I cried often. I laughed so much. I loved it like there was no tomorrow! I experienced pain and sorrow. I fell in love in various forms, ways and people. I found love: my soulmate and bestfriend! I experienced the joy and self love from giving back not only in the local communities but also globally. I ate delicious food from various countries and I got sick too! Hahah! I walked on land that most people have not been to. I learned to swim in many different oceans, seas, lakes and rivers! I accomplished many goals that I told myself to do back in my freshmen year. I fell down hard couples of times, yet I got back up again. I saw the world from 3 different angles. I found peace in yoga. I met incredible people who inspired me and are still in my life.  They taught me what I supposed to learn at that moment and believed in me. I challenged myself, explored and discovered my identity and roots! Basically, I have grown so much these years; mentally, emotionally and spiritually! Cheers to the 30s! Hugs in love and Namaste to everyone on earth! :)

I am not supposed to be here…

I am not supposed to be here…

Since the day I was born in the middle of the jungle in between conflict war zone, I was told that I am not supposed to be here. Statistic has proven that if you were in the foster youth system and depended on the welfare program, growing up, that you are not supposed to be here. You are not even supposed to graduate from high school!

The day I came to America, I was already behind. At 8 years old, I didn’t know a word of English nor my parents. I had never experience any kind of formal education system. I learned the first system in America, which was “sink or swim.”

I was told in high school that I shouldn’t go to college, especially a UC system because of my limited in English. Instead, I took that full-ride to UC Santa Cruz and graduated with honor! That person might have been right, but taken three extra English classes and worked two jobs my freshmen year in college, allowed me to catch up with my fellow colleagues and was able to treat myself to Thai food once in awhile. In other words, don’t let anyone tell you that you are not worth it or that you can’t do something that you set your heart towards. Always know that anything is possible. It just matters of time, luck, and the right people who believe in you and will help you through your journey to get there.

The day of my graduation was the first time my parents had step foot on a college campus and visited me! I remembered mom and dad were so proud! It was like their dreams had come true too! Their eldest daughter graduated from college! Mom never had education and dad didn’t even finish high school because of the Vietnam War. I would say it was one of the biggest proud moments in my 20s!